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In case anyone visits and would like to see where i moved to. I'm leaving the art here so i don't go through the pain of uploading again (All those naka kon photos..) And wasting too much time. Lol. Anyways! The last post on NAH's journal, forever hopefully.
In case anyone visits and would like to see where i moved to. I'm leaving the art here so i don't go through the pain of uploading again (All those naka kon photos..) And wasting too much time. Lol. Anyways! The last post on NAH's journal, forever hopefully.
Numb.
So, went to school happy. And I'm not sure what happened. It just slowly went to shit, I guess. The usual question came up, "How are you and her?" And I'd answer, a slight lie here and there. This time, I said straight up. "I ended it." But, I couldn't say why, and it made me sad. I couldn't say it, because then that'd leak the secret. And. I can't have the risk. The two people who knew and heard, both gasped and started asking why. Then tried to pin me and yank me around and all that to get out an answer. But all I said, repeatedly, was, "I can't say." or "I won't say." And yeah, my shoulder's pretty messed up right now, but I'll manage that
Eh, what the heck
Hey, Bryce, you hit the nail on the head. That text.. (I'm not even sure if you're gonna see this, but I figure it'd be better if I get it out anyways.) I push them away to beat them to the punch. I /know/ I do. And, the reason why I don't want to be accepted? This isn't me. I'm not a girl.. And I'd rather them wait and accept me. I'd rather they accept me as a boy. Because.. (Oh my God, I realized my friend, RL friend is on here.. Damn.) I am transgender. I can't come out yet, but hey- I pull off being a boy well enough now. I don't want to be a girl.
It makes me deeply unhappy. It makes me want to cry at the thought of the secret I'll have
Update.
Barely conscious right now, but.. I still gotta update. Anyways. Basically, nearly 2 weeks ago, I went into the ER. I was lying on the bathroom floor, squirming in pain and just.. hysterical. Ended up being driven to the ER, and was admitted a few hours later. I had a cyst on my ovary, it had gotten so big, it was beginning to nearly become cancerous. The doctors and my father tried to hide it, but I didn't care. As long as they could get it out, I was fine with the idea of having it. 4 in the morning, popped into a wheelchair, and rolled in the elevators to the 8th floor. Stayed there for the night, woke up at random periods until I had surg
war
Let's see who wins. Gotta fight, cause that's all i can do. So i have one phrase. Bring on all you got. You're not gonna win. and sorry, Ray, i took some of the pills
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